ok so i stopped using this as soon as i started last time because it scared me thaat im actually to this point that i have no one in my life to share my problems with! simply because im close to no one because of the problem that i can't talk about. what a cirle. i cant even talk to my boyfriend about it. i know he would flip out, try and fix it but only make it worse. i just feel so lonely. i mean he's my other half, the only person that cares about me, and here i am with all these issues that he has no idea about. he just thinks im a picky eater who always eat at home. ugh.... i dont know what to say right now.
i wish i was back there... home.